Gongbi Painting By Zhou Xue
Head of a Stag, Albrecht Dürer
I can’t believe I’m actually writing about sex but then again here I am. My best friend describes my love life as thirty and flirty. I’m not thirty yet but I am a young woman and some times I have one night stands and I think that is perfectly normal.
The first thing I’ve noticed about men is that they all think their cocks are made of crack and their love making is addicting. You get one taste of it and then you want it forever. Which is why before you both get naked they always say “I will fuck you but you won’t be mad if I never call you back, right?”. To which I think, bitch we are both slightly drunk, have never gone on a real date not to mention we have never said anything romantic to each other, does it look like I want to marry you and give birth to your children? And exactly why is it that women will always want more of what you have to offer? Why am I assumed to be sentimental and clingy when you barely know me?
And more importantly, why do men always assume I want to be in a relationship and get married. I have no idea what the fuck I want. I am not going to decide that I want to be in a relationship with you before I even have sex with you. And even after I do, even if I like you, i still might not want to be with you. Isn’t that normal? I think it is.
So guys, next time you have a one night stand, cuddle after the sex, it’s the best part of it all! And if a girl asks you to stay the night, it’s not so that she will trap you in a relationship. Get over yourselves. Gee!
I experienced no self-pity.
I was just caught up in a
life in which
I could find no
Seventeen - Youth Lagoon
They were all covered with fireflies. by Charles Livingston Bull (1902).
If you are going to post pictures of your (almost) naked body online I’d much rather it be for showing off your hard earned figure that you spent hours at the gym creating than whining about how “fat” you are and fishing for pity compliments.
I have been reluctant with posting life updates lately. Mostly because things become true after you write them down, but also because all my friends in here have stopped showing up. I miss you guys :(