I don’t want to study any more. My brain is rejecting all new pieces of information I’m trying to shove down it’s throat. And so, here I am, baking muffins and eating as if there was no tomorrow. Also, let us not forget the fact that I have watched the last two seasons of how I met your mother in four days.
This is very unusual for me. Not the fact that I have the attention span of a 3 month old puppy, but the fact that I’m not enjoying studying and learning new things. This could mean two things. One, I have reached my limit in this “career” and should give up on the idea of continuing on to a PhD after I finish with this master’s. Or two, I am clinically depressed which is why I am not enjoying previously enjoyable activities. My opinion is that it is a little bit of both combined with the fact that I still haven’t made any proper friends in this place and I’m lonely.
God, those Swedes are cold people! It takes them forever to open up to you and to be honest the only decent ones I’ve met are my room mates and second generation immigrants whose parents moved here from another country. It sounds weird but my class mates don’t talk to me. I say good morning every time I go into class and they say nothing back. I say bye every time I leave and again they don’t respond. Also, if we somehow end up striking a conversation it will almost always be with the guys. The girls don’t talk to me for some reason.
This sucks ass. Hard! >:|
